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How I feel about it all.

Nobody really knows me so I'll tell you how I am. I'm one of them really don't give a f*** what happens in life it is life. Everyday I get to make up my choices my actions. at midnight tonight I cannot redo any of them. So my mom was pissed off because she didn't get the car keys when she wanted. I'm so sorry but I do have two bad tires at the argument for wife I agree to take it to the store we get to fighting and I basically told to move out. This isn't the first time this is happened. Seems like my mom doesn't get away and gets all pissed off I deal with it. I have to deal with a bunch of bs sometimes. But I guess it's life because everybody has to. I don't know if I want to anymore. Like I've been proud of myself I finally enrolled in school been trying to bust my ass get everything done before classes start. Been a lot of years how I'm an ungrateful bastard. Who doesn't care about anybody or anything. Now one thing you should know ab...

back story of me.

See I am 34 years old. I have done a lot of fucking dumb shit in my life. Got my first felony at 15. Don't spay paint stop sings. Or mailboxs. Lol. So I got moved out of town to get away from the crowded. Didn't help so I went to job corps. ( Best thing my mom ever did.) Came home try to stay strait. Didn't know that the one pretty girl that was at that party would be a life of hell and fun. Start using meth a lot. You can say I am addicted.(Wow that's the frist time I put in paper.) Any I get into show shit and get caught with drugs. 1st time over the age of 18. Felony probation 3 years. Well let's just say that I didn't care about it. I did more time in county custody then I did in the streets. I found out while being geeked up it was pretty much fun to walk into stores and try to find out the security system. Or who was on Lost pervention. I have to say I got really good at it. Now I did fuck up a few times and got caught. It sucked get locked up.but I never ...

Sunday

You know it amazing how people act. When one person doesn't get there way. I will not be naming anybody name. Instead I will use different ones. It all start when she asks for the keys to the car. Back story to this is. The car has bad tiers showing wire. The wife and me agreed to keep the car at the house today. Then she has to ask for the keys. Wife said the car not leaving the driveway. So she gets all pissy and we get into it. Both say things that we don't really mean. You know the shit you say when your pissed off. Hell I do it to. Not only do I get told to fuck off and don't worry about her. That I need to be out of the house. Cool what ever. I can live in my car. She complains about how every weekend she cleans the house. Hell Friday three Sundays the house gets trashed. So normally it clean on Sunday. But I swear to God that threw out the week we clean it. Yeah I pissed off sitting somewhere in my car. I am in a bad head space right now. So I trying to use this as a...